Please Wake Up!

It's been twelve days since David's death. Wow.... I can't believe I just said that... "David's Death." It doesn't seem real! I can't fully grasp all this... the idea of David being gone. It's been almost three days since I've last had a good cry. Is something wrong with me? This is all sooo impossible!! David isn't here?! How can I survive without MY LOVE? It has to be a dream.