Apart from you...

I feel full and empty at the same time. You love is filling but, Baby, your absence...
You were right though... Our lives lived together is stronger then our lives led alone. Apart from you, David, I am nothing. Good thing I'll never really be apart from you! I can't touch you but I'm not apart from you. You love me? You do. You love me : )

Our love is stronger than death!

...And so, I am Loved.

I AM FILLED WITH YOUR LOVE, MR. HART!

He Loves Me!

Fighting against society for who you are is exhausting!! I'd love for them to see me the way I see myself without having to plead my case! I want to be naturally accepted by society. Wishful thinking, I know! Why does it matter to me?! I am Nicole Brittany Hart, wife of Sgt. David Joseph Hart. WIFE. Widow? Fine. But single? HELL NO! My love for David doesn't stop because he continues somewhere else... No, it just continues to grow. My heart continues to burn. I don't expect anyone to relate but at least let me be. I long for his intimacy, his loving gaze, his hushed voice, and his bold presence. With all the confidence in me I say, DAVID LOVES ME. Not a moment was taken for granted, not a kiss went unappreciated, no argument was left unsettled, and every tear wiped away. Unconditional, uncontainable, passionate, exciting, and rejuvenating is his love! For as long as David loves me, I love David.

Kiss Kiss, My Love!!

#5

It's cruel how life goes on without David! I despise it! A moment without David seems hopeless- let alone, hours, days, night, weeks, months... years.

5 months?! Are you kidding me???!! How much more can i take? I hurt so deep inside. Crying harder and harder does nothing. It certainly doesn't bring him back or me closer to him. But it feels like it should. I hate the 8th!

My Love? I miss you. Will you come be next to me? I get a weird feeling looking at your pictures... It's like I almost expect it to come alive, but it never does. I love you, David Hart.

*SIGH* You taught me so much! My foot goes in front of the other because yours always did too. Your love gives me strength. For you, My Love, I would do anything!!