#5

It's cruel how life goes on without David! I despise it! A moment without David seems hopeless- let alone, hours, days, night, weeks, months... years.

5 months?! Are you kidding me???!! How much more can i take? I hurt so deep inside. Crying harder and harder does nothing. It certainly doesn't bring him back or me closer to him. But it feels like it should. I hate the 8th!

My Love? I miss you. Will you come be next to me? I get a weird feeling looking at your pictures... It's like I almost expect it to come alive, but it never does. I love you, David Hart.

*SIGH* You taught me so much! My foot goes in front of the other because yours always did too. Your love gives me strength. For you, My Love, I would do anything!!