My Love

MY LOVE! I miss you. What can I say, My Love, but I miss you. I can't believe this has happened to us. I'm numb to the fact that I haven't heard your voice. It sounds silly, but i feel like I've become stupid. I can't do anything for myself. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to eat, sleep, laugh, cry, talk... no one challenges me in conversation like you do anyway. My Love... never would we have thought that this would be us. I regret NOTHING! Nothing about us do I regret! YOU are my deepest JOY! How perfect you are, My Love!

I remembered tonight, the evening I started down the stairway in our home and out of no where, began to weep. I wept so desperately all of a sudden. The wave of emotion that crashed upon me at that moment took me completely off guard. But you rushed to me... as smooth and as quickly as wind would blow upon my face. I didn't even hear you make your way to me... but in a moment you embraced me completely. I was enveloped by your love. "I'm right here," you said. You knew why I was crying... you didn't even ask. You knew I had already begun to miss you before you had even left. You know me better then I know myself. How, My Love, will I manage without you?! How can I possibly go on? Why?! Why must I? I'm still so angry. Why us? Why you?

My crying has increased. i cry longer. I cry harder. How do I do this, Love? I miss you so much.

Kiss Kiss, Love Love

Goodnight.